"Becoming & Living as a light worker in this crazy, crazy world.
I feel very blessed for the life I have created. And I know that really it is only just beginning to bloom. I am in constant gratitude for the amazing souls who are led to me & ookushana... i've made so many incredible connections and beautiful friendships over the past few years.
In all honesty, outside of ceremony & sessions over the past 6 years or so, I have spent A LOT of time alone. Which I have actually loved, and needed.
I realised I used to find it very hard to be alone, perhaps because I was quite a scared child. I used to see and hear "things" so often, and sadly it only scared me. I struggled to sleep on my own until an embarrassing age & still struggle now at times... at 33!
With the help of others, conditioning & incessant distraction, I managed to block this part of myself for many years, until the universe led me to energy work in 2012.
I now try my best to welcome the unseen, the weird, the wonderful, and to make the intangible tangible. I do so by consciously connecting to spirit every single day. I offer myself as a conduit, a channel & a vessel. And recently this has come before all else in my world, for the most part.
I am very lucky to have a partner, family & friends who understand the dedication needed to do this work. They support me & love me for it (thank you).
As my abilities & senses have sharpened, my ability to BE in the world has lowered. I would say this is actually true of so many of us, whether we realise it or not - we are all becoming sharper! There is a reason. (Don't ignore it.)
I have always been a "sensitive" soul, yet little did I know or believe this was actually not a curse, but a gift.This sensitivity essentially enables me to "sense" energy, very deeply & on multiple levels.One of my most heightened senses is that of feeling, of sentience. When I am close to another, I can often feel in my own body what is going on within their body - even the things they may not knowingly sense themselves.
Physical aches & pains, sadness and grief, anxiety and deeper wounds and blockages.This is so very helpful within the treatment room of course, however when I am in large groups & busy places outside of ceremony & space holding - I struggle.